Society or self-identity

Some years ago I made the decision to go this way and found, it’s the way, that leads to true, personal happiness

“What people will say….”

“Do it because others are doing”

“Don’t do this, this will spoil our reputation”

We all have been hearing such phrases since childhood. This is the society that stands behind us or we stand behind it. That’s doesn’t matter, but surely it matters for us.

This is not easy to live against the society’s wish. But I know many people who did and later that society appreciated them for their act.

This is just a perception “what people will think” but in actual people don’t have time for it unless you tell them your plans.

Society’s wish is not obligation but self-realization is must.”

If you have fear of society in doing something, then remember even if you don’t do anything, they surely will blame you to do nothing.

Hence, If you think you are right at your, then don’t care about the…

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Setting Priorities

or why I want to start blogging again

I’ve always loved sharing thoughts & experiences

since I can remember in that aspect I’ve always been the typical woman – I love to talk.

A lot. Plus, I’m highly sensitive. I think a lot about anything and everything and I conciously perceive lots and lots of little things during a day that make me happy or sad or just make me think about things. And I love to improve my life. Constantly.


My private environment is not as interested

Sad but true. Which is one of the reasons how I got the idea to start a blog again … it’s a place to treat like a person without being a person that may react the wrong way or just not being interested enough. The thing is (to give you an example), I rearranged my living room after it had been in a state that’s been causing demotivation and anxiety for too long. I happily told my mum in a super long whatsapp about how I feel so much better and being so happy – and her plain reaction was … “nice”
Around the same time (last weekend) my best friend told me, I’m always texting so much she may not have gotten everything I told her.

Not expecting feedback from a blog

maybe texting people is the wrong way of sharing thoughts. at least for me it’s the most frustrating in my personal environment. Maybe I just need to tell things but if I’m texting people, I’m expecting certain things. Reactions to be precise. On Blogposts, reactions are appreciated but not expected.

Always torn between different social media

I love social media but no matter what platform I focus on and no matter what I’m trying, social media is wonderful, I really love it and need it, but it’s not enough. Will never feel as personal and private as a blog or website.

English is difficult but I will try

English has always been my preferred language because it is the one language, most people are able to understand. It’s no problem to chat or write social media captions – but it’s a whole different story to write long blog posts and trying to express my thoughts which are often multi-layered and chaotic.

Being the starving artist I am

I just deactivated my Netflix and Amazon Prime to focus on being more produtive. It’s My way of coping with finances. I know I could have started with a free wordpress but I dearly love my blog title and wanted to make sure the domain is mine from the start.

So. here I am again. Back at the thing I always return to in the end. being a blogger. LET’S DO THIS!